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Cairo Speech: “Make Peace”

Friday, June 5th, 2009

Yesterday afternoon, I streamed President Obama’s much-anticipated speech in Cairo addressing Muslim communities of the world. Curled up at my tiny desk with computer and alocasia polly plant, I listened via the echo of my iPod buds. Why? Because my boyfriend’s brother, Mike, was hunched over his computer about 10 feet away (so it goes in this city apartment) focusing on an important email about his Fulbright placement in Turkey. I didn’t want to disturb him.

As the President’s speech unfolded, time stopped and some part of me zoomed-out. Mike is about to spend a year in a very Muslim part of a Muslim country; President Obama is asking us all to lay down our fear; it is 2009 and life is rich. In an unprecedented tone for an American President, he lauded the rich contributions of Islam in founding the modern world, spoke of the thriving American Muslim community and quoted the Koran, the Talmud and the Bible. The clear message: Fear gets you nowhere. (He’s choosing love over fear! I kept thinking, in reference to my friends who speak that way).

What started with the humility of “words alone will not meet the needs of our people”lead to “violence is a dead-end, not a sign of courage or power” and we must “chose progress over a self-defeating focus on the past” and that a “woman denied education is a woman denied equality” and finally telling young people that we have the chance to “re-imagine the world.”

All of this positive speak was buoyed by the President’s acknowledgment of the hard sustainable work necessary to undo centuries of tension. While shifting the model of leadership, President Obama called out to the citizens of the world to step it up. After the 57 minutes speech, I recounted the particulars to Mike…. (more…)

Quiet Space and Texting

Friday, May 29th, 2009

Two headlines this week:

Excess Cola Can Cause Super-sized Muscle Trouble
Texting May Be Taking a Toll
[on health]

Did anyone ever think that drinking Coke or texting incessantly were going to be good for us? C’mon people.

Recently, a friend who’s my father’s age shared frustration with blogs and things like Twitter. He cannot keep up with the flow of information. It’s a complaint many people of a pre-computer generation have. This phrase of his stuck: The onslaught of information invades “a quiet space.”

I cut my texting plan in an attempt to cut costs. When my little brother visited me last month, he expressed his profound shock and irritation at not being able to text me: “Who are you? What do you mean you can’t text? That’s impossible.” So, I told him to email me, since I have a blackberry leftover from my former job. One evil swapped for another… or, just trying to stay on the wave. I’ve never like the idea of doing what everyone else is doing, but in this case, at my tender age of 29, unless I plan to divorce myself from society, I should probably be onboard with email (which I am) and cellphones (which I am) and maybe even texting (which I’m not at this point). Why? (more…)

Amphibians, My Human Condition and Derrick Jensen

Friday, May 22nd, 2009

When amphibians start to die-off, it’s a sign of a degrading environment. They literally absorb the environment.  These sensitive creatures sound the alarm bells. I learned this from a zoologist friend in New Zealand, as we padded around a remote island looking for endangered frogs. I was reminded of it in Elizabeth Kolbert’s New Yorker article, “The Sixth Extinction?” She writes:

“Though it’s difficult to put a precise figure on the losses, it is estimated that, if current trends continue, by the end of this century as many as half of earth’s species will be gone.”

Here’s my reaction, thoughts in order of appearance.

1. Whoa.
2. That’s so upsetting. Half? Really?
3. Ugh.
4. Okay, end of century, (quick mental calculation). Phew, I’ll be dead by then.

Much to my shock, that last thought actually happened–fired itself through my brain and some part of my heart. It’s an embarrassing and horrifying thing to admit.  I’m an environmentalist. I live simply. I believe in working hard to preserve the future of humanity. I mean, I believe this in the marrow of my bones, in my very core.

Not only did I privately think this thought, I later admitted it out loud to two friends, who… (more…)

To Be A Vegetarian Or Not?

Friday, May 15th, 2009

what-are-cruciferous-vegetablesThis week the Belgian city of Ghent will be going meat-free for one day every week. No city has ever done so. Their goal: to cut the city’s carbon footprint, battle obesity and recognize the impact of livestock on the environment. Who’s participating? Civil servants, elected councilors, and anyone else who’s inspired.

I have it easy. I am a vegetarian by birth. The taste of meat is gross to me; and the thought of eating something pumped with hormones is even grosser. But, when I force myself to eat wild salmon or fresh deer meat, I feel a true-blue unfogging of my brain. I think it would be good for me to eat more meat. I don’t think being vegetarian is right for everyone. That said, it’s hard to look at the facts without feeling a need to become mindful of meat consumption. As Jennifer pointed out earlier this week, what we do in our tiny square meter is important.

These quotes come from The Economist. (Thanks to my friend Sam) Check it out:

“It takes 2,000 litres (530 gallons) of water to grow a kilo of vegetables but 15,000 litres to produce a kilo of beef.”

“Agriculture uses three-quarters of the world’s water (urban use is trivial: most people drink two or three litres a day, on average, but 2,000 – 5,000 litres are used to make the food they eat). Because water is usually free, thirsty crops like alfalfa are grown in arid California. Wheat in India and Brazil uses twice as much water as wheat in America and China. Dry countries like Pakistan export textiles though a 1kg bolt of cloth requires 11,000 litres of water.”

** Also, according to the UN, livestock in responsible for nearly 1/5 of global greenhouse gas emissions. Water is the stuff of life. What do you think about it all?

Displacement–Pakistan’s Swat Valley

Friday, May 8th, 2009

pakistandis·place·ment n
1. the moving or movement of something from its usual or correct place

I have been consumed with the Swat Valley story. Even calling it a “story” shows the distance I have from it–sitting in the library, typing on a computer, going outside to eat my avocado sandwich in a park. According to the United Nations, approximately one million people have fled northwest Pakistan since August. Right this minute, as the Pakistani government attempts to fight (or in the words of Prime Minister Gilani, “eliminate”) Taliban militants, Pakistani families are walking or busing towards refugee camps, where they hope to find food, space, toilets. “Massive displacement,” is the phrase emblazoned across newspapers. Real people uprooted from homes, routines, community, and forced to migrate to safety, if there is safety.

I wonder what this would look like in New York City, (more…)

Mannahatta–The Ground Beneath Us

Friday, May 1st, 2009

Two weeks ago, gliding through a small museum in northern New Mexico, I found this quote printed on the wall:

“I have visited this morn the ruins of an ancient pueblo, now a desolate home for wild beast and bird of forest. It created sad thoughts when I found myself riding almost heedlessly over the work of these once mighty people.” –Susan Shelby Magoffin, 1846

Someone had actually been paying attention to what had come before her. I wanted to time capsule myself back to horseback, to ask her the 100 questions pinging around in my head.

Today, a new book officially hits the shelves. I’ve been eagerly waiting for it. Mannahatta: A Natural History of New York City by Eric W. Sanderson uncovers the original ecology of Manhattan, reminding us of what came before the Europeans, of what came before us.  When my boyfriend and I kayaked down the Hudson River last summer, I coasted under the GW Bridge and suddently there it was–the shimmer and overwhelm of Manhattan made me reverse paddle against the swift current for minutes, just to keep the feeling of awe alive. What had it been like for Henry Hudson to arrive here? And, for the Lenape people who summered on this green jut of land surrounded by water?

As I daydreamed about who and what, a long-line fishing lure (a heavy one) came out of nowhere and thwacked my boyfriend’s kayak. The culprit? A drunk fisherman and his friends on the shore, trying to hit us, not knowing perhaps that a blow to the head could be a final blow to the head. Awesome–how quickly to be reminded, strangely, of the human struggle that also came before, and continues.

For those curious about Manhattan’s youth…. here’s a brief run down. Mannahatta was packed with a diverse ecosystem; there were more ecological communities per acre on Manhattan than Yosemite. 30 kinds of orchids. 66 miles of streams. 230 types of birds. 80 kinds of fish, and even bears down by what is now Wall Street. Is it no coincidence that a landscape teeming with life and unique diversity bore a city that does the same?

Earth Day 2009

Friday, April 24th, 2009

egg-brown1Okay, I know some of you are rolling your eyes: “Earth Day, ughhhh, another batch of hippies preaching to the choir…. again.”  Actually, the term hippie is slipping away into the lockbox of the past, turning almost inapplicable today. In place of hippies, a new breed of young, educated, iPhone-using doers has taken to the front lines. The Save-The-Earth slogan has morphed into Save-The-Earth-And-Ourselves.

Environmentalists today aren’t necessarily on the free love train. Urgency has, some say, shifted priorities.

Last night at a party chez moi, a friend called me a hippie (in what context I don’t remember). I suspect he knew I would retaliate. The term feels marginalizing, loaded. If you are a hippie within hippies then it is awash. But hippies, like most groups, made a lot of people feel alienated. I don’t like creating alienation. As the night wore on and brownie-making began, I searched my kitchen for an egg I didn’t have. Another friend teased me good-heartedly, “Don’t you have a chicken out back on your terrace?” (Later explaining that I might  be the type to urban farm). Another voice: “Can’t you just ask your neighbor for an egg?” For a moment, I nodded, Yes, exactly–a thought quickly replaced by, Do people do that in NYC? I say hello to my neighbors when we pass on the staircase, but I’d feel weird knocking on one of their doors to ask for an egg. And, I’m not usually shy about such things.

Earth Day this year, (technically celebrated on Wednesday) symbolizes a new Earth Day. It won’t reach in front of current headlines about unemployment or health care and, let’s be honest, it might never do so. Nevertheless, for environmentalism, the make-over has begun. (more…)

“Moving House” as Prescription

Friday, April 3rd, 2009

Yesterday, I read that Virginia Woolf’s husband, Leonard, had a remedy for depression:

“move house, develop a new hobby, work with your hands, buy a puppy.”

The first one on the list interests me most–Moving. People have long changed home and scenery in search of a fresh start, a term used by D.H. Lawrence, Elizabeth Bishop and practically everyone I know. As someone who has waved goodbye to many places, I experience a clockwork-like moving process. I start to itch for new-dom and make a choice in that direction. Then 2-3 weeks before leaving, I grow angry at the place. Somehow it makes the splitting up easier: “We weren’t meant to be together anyway. It’s just so obvious now.” Once I’m physically gone, the mourning begins.

I know. It’s a pattern I need to break.

For a moment, let’s put aside the pain of leaving a place you’ve attached to. Leaving can also be exhilarating. What is it about a new house, city, or landscape that allows us the promise of rearranging ourselves, doing all those things we always wanted to do, being better? As a kid, I relished the anticipation of exploring a new backyard and neighborhood. Each move felt like an opening. My goals: #1 I would become a better student and definitely nicer to my parents and brothers. #2 I would become my perfect self. We think a new outside will mirror a new inside. When you clean your bedroom, don’t your emotions suddenly fall into a neat order, at least for a couple hours?

Moving is a good shake-up. It forces us to re-open our eyes, sharpen our senses, use new skills, get comfortable with fear and reorganize some of our beliefs. I’m in the camp that believes some movement in life makes for a more tolerant and brave person. Though in my recent thinking, I suspect it’s also addictive, a slippery slope to always looking for satisfaction outside of yourself.

Tattoo, Tattoo, Landscape

Friday, March 27th, 2009

otagoThe punk-rockery adolescent guy and I had about 8 seconds to share in the elevator of the cavernous New York Public Library. His forearm was covered in lines that connected and squiggled, but squiggled with some sort of purpose.

I couldn’t resist.

“Excuse me?” I asked.

He looked up, semi-stunned. “Yes?”

“Is that a tattoo of a landscape?” I asked smiling and nodding at his arm, then thought to myself, What the hell did you just ask him? A landscape? What does that even mean? What kind of lame, unarticulated question is that?

“Kind of,” he said with a shy grin, “It’s the Mississippi River system.” And he twisted his pale forearm to show me how the tattoo wrapped around.

“It’s beautiful. Is that where you’re from, Mississippi?”

He paused, “Theoretically.”

Then the doors squeaked open.

First of all,… (more…)

The Obama Garden

Friday, March 20th, 2009

whiteThe White House is digging a garden. Not another showcase flower garden. A vegetable garden… finally. They plan to have 55 varieties of vegetables, which in the mid-Atlantic climate is not hard to do. So why was Eleanor Roosevelt the last White House occupant to plant seeds?

It’s taken the hip trend of “being green” to turn people around. Gardening, composting, buying veg at your local farmer’s market, knowing the difference between arugula and lettuce… it got cool all of a sudden. Sometimes I feel like the twilight zone hit. People who previously made fun of (or downright attacked) “hippies” who work on farms, or those who value nature as balm, or all that environmental mumbo-jumbo, are suddenly asking questions, like: “Is there a CSA near me?” There are lots of pretty ladies in Manhattan walking around with their “I’m Not a Plastic Bag” bags, which in fact, they bought, instead of using whatever canvas tote was hanging around. 98% of me scoffs, the other 2% of me (the more patient, compassionate bit) says, Aww, it’s a very good thing. Trends have power. Let’s hope this one sprung from urgency. Let’s hope it lasts. I wonder why it took us so long to even blink an eye?

Michelle Obama says the impetus for the garden is to educate around obesity and healthy living. In the refreshing “open-doors” policy the Obamas have set, some kids from a local school are coming to help plant the garden. Even Barack, Michelle and their girls will be weeding. Woah. Will all the produce end up at fancy dinners? Or will some it go to those in need? However it develops, I hope it spreads like wildfire. I hope people in suburbia look at their water-fed green lawns and think, “Hmm, there might be a better use for this space.” I hope communities everywhere say, “Hey, we should have a garden too.”

Portrait of a Nude Model

Friday, March 13th, 2009

I’ve been reflecting on perspective– how we have it, how we don’t, how it can only funnel through our one unique lens. So, I dug up this piece of writing from my time in New Zealand, when I modeled for an art class to stay warm in the wet cold of a southern hemisphere winter, and to make some extra cash. My house had no heating; the art studio had two space heaters.

Why did each of these artists draw me as a version of themselves? What does that say about us, as observers of the world?

13/14 Vingettes

For the long foggy winter months in the town of Dunedin, a group of artists shared three hours every Monday night in a small tattered room with two space heaters, an unlimited amount of red paint, cups of hot tea, and one nude model.

***
His body droops in an oversized green t-shirt that says HOT AFRICA, MAN.  He is barely a man, he is far from Africa, and nothing about his hometown is hot.  Olly is sixteen with big eyes, freckles, and a love for opposite charcoal shading.  His seriousness is endearing.  He is applying to art school.  When his piece is not working for him, when he has ruined it, when he cannot isolate an angle, when he cannot invoke the feeling of the pose, he pouts.  His pout is discreet, but I know it when I see him move from standing to sitting. (more…)

The Body: Sleek, Like a Leopard

Friday, March 6th, 2009

Last night, three topics converged for me:

1) President Obama’s radical push to extend healthcare for the 46 million Americans who go without.

2) Reconnecting with a pro tri-athlete friend and imagining the incredible body wisdom she must have.

3) Barry Lopez’s discussion in Arctic Dreams (1986) of Eskimos*: “Their resourcefulness, as well as their economy of action, bespeak an intense familiarity with the environment. Of course, they are the people there.”  (emphasis mine)

As Kimmi energetically described in this week’s vlog, letting go of the mind and getting into the body would do us all some good. Time to listen to it. Your body, that one mystical vessel you get for this life, is absorbing, reacting to, and delighting in the landscape around you.

WHAT is that landscape?

I can remember my legs adjusting to walking on concrete sidewalks. For the first two weeks as a resident of New York City, my calves ached constantly. Will they ache again when I transition to living among uneven surfaces? Flip side. My dexterity and on-the-spot anticipation have become as fine-tuned as a leopard’s instinct; I am a regular New York City cat now, sleek in my minute motions. The particular humming of the Uptown 2 Train tells me that I have 5 seconds to slide myself down two flights of stairs, through the throngs of people in front of me, and between the ready-to-snap-shut doors of the first car. Somehow, I do it. Couldn’t have learned that in Montana. (more…)

Where People and Place Collide

Friday, February 27th, 2009

kidshomeA workmate told me yesterday that, at some point, she will end up living where her sister and brother do. Right now, that’s Austin, Texas. But, it could be anywhere.

Really? I asked. Like, you’d move anywhere to be near them, even it was a place you despised?
Yeah, it’s just the way it has to be; it’s the way I want it to be, she responded nonchalantly. Plus, place is place, to her. Any place is fine.

For me, that way of thinking is downright revolutionary. Place is my thing. It’s what I think about first. Though, as I near 30 years old, could that be changing?

When my mother bustled around dealing with our tropical fevers in the Dominican Republic and how to get clean water, her brothers were back in homeland Chicago living drama lives that she only learned about later. While my grandparents moved around the world, my father was in college, not really sure where his parents were, or when they’d be in touch. That said, my nuclear family is incredibly close. My brothers are like my limbs. One lives in LA; the other in Bali. I miss them, but I’m used to the idea of not always being with them, or not always being with my parents. Hence…. my obsession with the concept of family members in one location, one landscape, one place, where the young come back after they’ve wandered and the old grow to know the cracks in the sidewalk, the particular hue of a thunderstorm, the smell of the air.  Where knowledge and love get passed back and forth in a place that seeps into your bones, no matter what kind of place it is, no matter your inclinations.

I’d like to think that I’d permanently move to the flat fields of Nebraska or the pollution bustle of Tokyo if my brothers were locked into life there, but I don’t know…

Does home = family?  Or a broader community? Or a place that makes your whole being light up?

Uncompromising Wildness

Friday, February 20th, 2009

whoopingcraneSince when do birds need help to migrate? Turns out that humans are playing lead parent for some whooping cranes. Resurrected from near-extinction, these 5-foot tall birds were called “intolerant of civilization” (imagine!) by a 1946 NY Times article. Why? Because they need a square mile around each nest. A group called Operation Migration is trying to get the birds back to the east side of the continent. Volunteers dress up like a bird, fly an ultralight plane and lead the birds to Florida. With one trip under their belt, the birds then know their own way for next season. My favorite line in the article: “Already, it has come to this on planet Earth: men dressed like birds, teaching birds to fly.” The whole concept is debatable: one on hand, brilliant, on another, a horrific foreshadow transformers-style.

Check out the New York Times article about it all. The journalist described the whooping crane as having “uncompromising wildness.”

UNCOMPROMISING WILDNESS
What is this? Isn’t it alluring? Do we have it also? Have we compromised? I explained to a city friend recently that when I venture into a truly wild place, my spirit changes. I become alert; my sense of smell sharpens; I do cartwheels. And, I turn frisky.

How are you affected by the landscapes you go to?

Get Yourself Expressed

Sunday, February 15th, 2009

Walked into an Italian restaurant. Sat down at a table with my boyfriend and his parents. Noticed the long, sleek, gray hair of the woman sitting next to us. Looked a little closer. Watched her profile as she turned to beckon the waiter. Elegant. Sexy. Composed. How is it that, in a city of 8 million people, I have come to an arm’s length away from my favorite poet? The one whose poetry inspired me, in highschool, to look for meaning in blowing milk bubbles, the arch of an eyebrow, or the way a postcard’s edge crumples? And yet, there she was–normal, eating a saucy meat dish, conversing with a young man, itching her wrist, sipping, occasionally, on a glass of white wine. Star struck isn’t the right phrase. I had seen her before at poetry readings. I was awed, instead, to see the poet-in-the-flesh, who had birthed all of those public poems, living her private life and relishing dinner on Sunday night with a friend. How had she done it all? The moment reminded me of what the New Yorker recently wrote about John Updike:

“As well as any writer ever has, he fulfilled Virginia Woolf’s dictum that the writer’s job is to get himself or herself expressed without impediments–to do so as Shakespeare and Jane Austen did, without hate or pause or protest or obvious special pleading or the thousand other ills that the embattled writer is heir to.”

Your Place Story

Friday, February 6th, 2009

home-map1

We each have a place story. Imagine a world map and dot all of the places you’ve lived. Now, connect the dots chronologically, and then lift the shape from the page. That’s your place illustration. The one here is mine. A friend wrote to me, “What about the fact that it looks like a sprinter in motion?”  We are each a beautiful accumulation of the landscapes we’ve inhabited. For some, it might be one lone strong dot. For others, some scratches across the page. For many in today’s globalized world, a maze of back and forth. Last night, someone told me that women in China who migrated out of rural areas to work in city factories are out of work and going back home. Movement.

What does your place illustration look like? Can you give its shape a name? Does it look like a star, a rabbit, a saucepan? Assuming a geographer’s hat, I love to zoom out and imagine our patterns as humans, where our feet take us,  and whether that is changing in the modern world.

Excerpts of Beauty

Saturday, January 24th, 2009

prairiedogI have been spending time with prairie dogs in Terry Tempest Williams’ new book “Finding Beauty in a Broken World.” Pantheon Books got it right linking this pub date to our sparkling but treacherous new year. At the close of President Obama’s inauguration week, I offer some snippets of the first half of Williams’ book. Pulling bits and pieces from a work can be misleading, but in this case, snippets are appropriate because Williams’ theme is mosaic.

People talk about medium. What is your medium?

The prairie dog lives because of community.

John Steinbeck created an allegory, a myth about our relationship to the American landscape and what it means to find home.

We are eroding and evolving, at once.

The Navajo elders objected, insisting, “If you kill all the prairie dogs, there will be no one to cry for the rain.”

I believe in prairie dogs. I hear the echo of Elizabeth Costello’s voice, “I believe in what does not bother to believe in me.”

A rhizome ceaselessly establishes connections. Perhaps prairie dogs are not a keystone species but a rhizome species. Can one be a rhizome artist?

The degree of our awareness is the degree of our aliveness.

We are all blood and bones, muscles and spirit.

What other species now require of us is our attention. Otherwise, we are entering a narrative of disappearing intelligences.

She said, “Make your brother a bridge of bones.”

Rejoice.

Friday, January 16th, 2009

Miracle:  (noun)

1. an effect or extraordinary event in the physical world that surpasses all known human or natural powers and is ascribed to a supernatural cause

2. such an effect or event manifesting or considered as a work of God.

3. a wonder; marvel

I’m in rejoice mode. How is it that a plane with 155 passengers lifts from LaGuardia, suddenly plugs an engine with geese and lands–safely–in the mighty Hudson, without one human loss? Honestly.

There are so many other tragedies circulating in our world, always, but this near-tragedy is 100% joyous.  Something on the front page to laugh and smile about. Celebration in the streets. It is a testament to one pilot’s ability to be calm under pressure, make a choice, and to a group of strangers who pulled together to rescue one another. Right on the banks of our bustling, urban, commercial Hudson River. One Manhattan-dweller saw the plane land from her 20th floor apartment. Spectators. Boats. People to help. There’s a plane in the Hudson. What?!

Miracles happen everyday, which might indeed make them wonderfully ordinary. Someone once told me to expect miracles, instead of  being in awe when they happen. I still can’t help being in awe. And those 155 people and US Air crew are now shaking themselves awake from that long silent moment when each one prepared, in his or her private way, for departing.

“The One”

Sunday, January 11th, 2009

cityI made the mistake of telling a loved one that he was back-woodsy. What back-woodsy means, I’m not sure. But I acted on a pathetic, impulsive, primal urge to express myself. Or at least differentiate myself from something that felt uncomfortable. It seems that when I go to a rural place, I grow antsy about the lack of people, “culture”, and general diversity of experience. When I’m in the city, I’m hugging trees in Central Park and passing judgment on people who have never sought a relationship with nature. “She’s a sour, ungrateful, confused woman!” they might yell from the streets. No. Actually, I LOVE LOVE rural places and the city just lights my mind on fire in almost all the right ways. Why the psychosis? Eventually, like most people, I want to hunker down. With no hometown, I wonder what type of place, where, when? And can I blend the best of both worlds? Instead, I feel like a starfish with limbs being yanked in five different  directions. What about you? Have you found a place that matches the pulse of the cells in your body? Or is that asking to much? Is it greedy? When do I admit to myself that I’m on the search for a perfection that doesn’t exist? When do I acknowledge that “the one” place (like “the one” partner) is a state of mind not something incarnate?

Flow, The Optimal Experience

Sunday, December 21st, 2008

Book reviewer hat is on–at least for a short you-must-read-this shout out. I would do the same for my fave books, but not everyone stands on the subway platform reading aloud like an idiot the poetic sentences of Louise Erdrich. But this book is for everyone. FLOW was written by Mihaly Czikszentmihalyi (let’s call him C) back in 1990 and resurrected for me by my best friend. Part scientific study, part sociological examination, part self-help, C breaks down all the elements of that easy feeling called flow–when the clock stops, inner worry chatter stops, and focus aligns.

No, you don’t have to meditate all day to slip into this feeling. Flow can happen when playing tennis, working on an assembly line, playing chess, folding your socks, love making, or doing almost anything, as long as it engages you. Sounds easy? Not exactly. Some people, those with an autotelic personality, are naturally better at it. C guides us in how to maximize the potential of flow. He unwraps our culture’s discontent, the location of consciousness, pleasure (J. Gandin Le!), chaos, the body in flow, the flow of thought, work as flow, solitude, and life themes. How might we experience deep enjoyment on a regular basis, if not always? No matter who you are; no matter where you are; no matter your situation. It’s worth the read, worth the effort. Because we all know that you can’t save the world until you start to get a grip yourself.